Saturday, December 1, 2007

my life will stop until i see hope

At this point of time, i am feeling really down. Never felt so bad for about 5 year le.

I am giving up!!

Maybe i should not be the person who i am, my life would have been different. Emotion is a bad thing to have.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

29 - 11 - 2007

So usual, morning i went to school for my first lesson, Service Quality, followed by TTP. CA1 presentation on Taiwan. lol. I can see and feel that i have improved in my presentation skills and will of cos continue to improve. good job man. (kiwi today wear contacts. Lucky!!)

Afterwhich, i went for my Basic driving test. I did study for it so it was quite okay. got myself a friend too. lol. Now i have to get prepare for my final de. lol.

Jia You all!!

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

28 Nov 2007

Now is 1.07am. Yes, i am burning midnight oil for my projects. haiz. This week, i have 2 presentationa and 1 report to hand in. Just copmpleted one presentation. Not feeling relaxed, but even more stressed, cos the dateline for other accessments are drawing nearer and nearer. Very fan now. pek chek too.

Week 10 now, term ends in week 12. And i have TTP presentation, HSITA report, UCCD presentation, UCCD report, GBE presentaion, GBE report and GOM report!! ALL IN 2 WEEKS!!! O.o

My life in polytechnic is really a stressed one.

Coffee is Safe!!

Coffee Health Risks: For the moderate drinker, coffee is safe says Harvard Women?s Health Watch.

Despite 20 years of reassuring research, many people still avoid caffeinated coffee because they worry about its health effects. However, current research reveals that in moderation?a few cups a day?coffee is a safe beverage that may even offer some health benefits. The September issue of Harvard Women’s Health Watch weighs the pros and cons of this popular beverage and eases the concerns of moderate coffee drinkers.The latest research has not only confirmed that moderate coffee consumption doesn’t cause harm, it’s also uncovered possible benefits.

Coffee may reduce the risk of developing gallstones, discourage the development of colon cancer, improve cognitive function, reduce the risk of liver damage in people at high risk for liver disease, and reduce the risk of Parkinson’s disease. Coffee has also been shown to improve endurance performance in long-duration physical activities.

Source: Harvard Health Publications, Harvard Medical School, 2006.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

on duty

Sat, as usual went to duty =D. wearing the new black shoe cos the previous one spoilt. haix. is it true that all new covered shoes "bites". very pain.. haix... want serve pax.. but dun want to walk.. i ended up giving up... choosed to serve.
ENDURE!!! what NPCC taught me! lol. helps lah... endure the whole day without complain, dun even think anyone notice i leg pain.
looking at my feet now.. ya.. red.. the toes there pain, the heel also.. red, skin peeling at the heel. As for the toe, the big toe's nail is like poking into the skin.. pain.. the bone at the side also suffered, skin kept rubbing with the side of the shoe, the skin of the right side come off a bit...

lol. i describe until like so bad. No really, not the worst. One of the worst time was during NPCC days, when i have to march with my new boots the whole day, under the hot sun. lol..

In poly too, during formal day,.. my skin peeled because of the new heels. lol.. damn bad.. big piece of skin come off, paste around six handy-plus on my feet. Skin peeled off.. really cannot imagine. the thought of it is disguising. lol...

So much on skin peeling~~~ i am going to sleep le.. night night. sweet dreams to all.

Friday, November 9, 2007

Last two days, lost my wallet. Now, i mean today, my thumbdrve spolit. now my emotion not stable. There is nothing important in my thumbdrive. Just that when my thumbdrive is spolit, i am not told. Unfortunately, i saw the whole incident. Then i am feeling very bad. Ya.. Damn bad. Actually, i expect a " sorry" immediately de. But iwaited, waited and waited. no sorries lah. i kept quiet cos i know my anger is building and will scold, or shout out to vein my anger. keeping quiet is the best way le. After a long time, i ask for my thumbdrive. not around.

Then i ask for it again. Anothe people help to say sorry. then, my feeling like like crap. bad and a bit wanted to cry. i am controlling my tears le. lol.. (i know you will ask, si leng is crying? ya.. i admin.. mytears did drop awhile later.) i can;t control my emotion bah... very very sad deep down. especially when no one show concern to me,... at least this is how i feel. I know the person didnt meant to make the thumbdrive spolit. i understand that the person wanted to tell me the incident, i am not brameing the person. I am just very very sad deep down. just dun feel like talking.

lol. silly me.. got to go le... iam okay le.

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Reading ppl's blog

I am not sure what brought me into reading that person's blog (not telling who). Lol.. I been having difficulities reading... lol.. cos of myself. Could not bring myself to read it for so long. Finally read, read almost the whole damn thing. Haha. Wanted to know more about that person. cos i want to change my perception and give all a chance. lol. finally got myself into letting it go.

Found out that * is a boring and lazy and troubled by thoughts person. lol.
Something i like to tell * if * read my blog.
Forcing oneself to let go, will only force those happy memories out and keep the sad one within. The only way to let go totally is to be calm. occasionally reflect about the situation and think, recall the happenings. Tell yourself, ask yourself whether what you have done wrong or right. is there something missing from the puzzle? reflect and slowly think. take so long as you like. As time flies, you will forget. But not by forcing yourself, but by accepting the missing part.

Accept is the way to free then forcing to forget. This is also taught in Buddlism.

I did it, a lot of time before and did it again. (by reading *'s blog).
ps: if you dun understand what i am typing, you can ask me anytime.
Feeled protected and lucky

A "Fruitful" day

Nov 7, today i been to many places, did a lot of things and also experience a lot of things too. lol.

Firstly, i went to meet a blog owner cos i bought a shoe online at Boon Keng in the morning at 10am. almost went wrong direction, cos never been to boon keng before. The shoe was really nice, blur roses!! Feeling happy and good.

Then, i went to PS after that. I walk around, went in Carredour, found promotional whisk, good and cheap whisk, feels lucky~~! Then went to McDonald's to have breakfast. Ordered 'Big Breakfast' and a cup of coffee. Feels good and full. Sit there, eat slowly, looking at people. Continue my shopping, went to Dasio walk walk. I am really lucky, i bought more white balls. haha. then walk a bit more around PS cos not time for gems.

Went to gems, 1pm. Diana ask me whether i want to join her to holland village, cos i say i hungry. lol. During Gems learn about body language on lies. Interesting topic, benefited a bit. Lesson ended early, went to sit sit with Diana and Cuiling. A bit stressed cos of gems' project. Aaaa.. have to start early le. Diana keep asking me to join 'face book'. lol. but i dun like take photo leh.

Went to Holland village with diana to meet chenise and her sister. Saw Melissa in the bus-stop, under her advise, we alight at the correct bus-stop. both of us dun know how to go holland. lol. then met chenise and her sis. went to walk around holland and eat ice-cream in 'ice rock'. okay lah.. not really that good, average. but the concept was good and the chair there is the best!! lol. feeling relaxed and good. sit there for quite long.

Then four of us travel to chua chu kang to have dinner and meet Gwean. Then we take the bus to night safari. bus 927. went in the bus, about 15 -20 min ride. then something happened. i cant find my wallet!! i am the last to alight and the bus door closed before i could fing my wallet. i decided to alight and search my bag. the bus left. i still could not find. the wallet is on the bus!!! i am panic. first thing next is to call for help. went to the information counter to make a report. The staff in the night sahari was very nice and friendly. greeted us, smiling. give my name and contact and the description of the wallet. the question they ask me is "can you remember the race of the bus driver?" which is like.. how do i know? lol.

Prayed hard. in the middle of watching the tribal dance, a received a call. Thank God!!! someone found the wallet and is willing to return it to me. a guy found it. lol. we watch the show and also went to take the train ride around night safari, do some walking. Saw this black bear-like animal with long time called binturong! Really cute!! live in trees, Aaaa.. cute!! also saw mousedeer, really small no tail de. Malayan tiger, saiba deer, etc. oh ya, also saw hi.he.na mate.lol. dun noe how to spell.

ya.. today not climbing hill le. meeting the person with diana.

Saturday, November 3, 2007

My Life Now

Aaaaaa.... I am really stressed....
Feeling sick now, didnt drink enough water bah. The weather is changing, getting colder and colder. haiz.

I been very busy lately. Exam coming!!! This coming monday and tuesday and i dont feel really prepared!! Dieing!!!

Today have to go do airport duty. =D. Fun but another half day gone.
To all!!! especailly Secondary school mates!!!
Miss you all!!! Keep in contact ok??
Xiu Wen !!! Really long didnt saw you le!!! you didnt join any of the few gathering we have de. How to see you?! For the gathering, i always try to go, cancel or change my schedule to go for gathering de!! But didnt see you de leh!!! Teacher's day also didnt saw you.. Sob .. sob.. you plan one gathering lah! Then ask me go.... lol...

Okay, i going to study le... hope all can go in.. lol... tata~~~

Friday, October 5, 2007

5-10-2007

[不是我的终究不会是我的, 强求来的也不会长久。]

What is not mine will never be mine.

Friday, September 21, 2007

21 Sept 2007

Today i cancelled my gathering with my primary school friends. sob... sorry guys!!!
Really sorry!!! cos i went to my cca, there is a walk about in airport terminal three. Sorry...

Here are the evidence,
On the ceiling, the white panels are skylight. Use as light. It is the only place in the world that have skylight. during the day, the airport will not on the lights, it will depend on these skylights. It is an energy-saving devise.

This is where you check-in your baggage.




The departure, it is situated in the middle of the terminal. The gate that you checks-in into the transit.


T3 is still not open yet.. lol...


As you can see, T3 Is very very big and long!!!


There will be one skytrain going between T3 and T2, and another between t3 and t1. wooo.... I also learn that wee can actually walk from t1 to t2 then from t2 to t3. But it will take one hour to walk from one end to the other end. T3 is really really big. It is made up of 63 football field!!!!!

Looking outside, this is the place where pax will alight from their coaches to t3.

This is the immigation le.. and the most interesting part is that there are trees growing in the airport... lol... like what is the big deal right... come on, this is Singapore!!!


This the belt where pax baggage will be, for collection.. lol.. i huess you also know it right?



And lastly, this is the information counter in the arrivals. It is round and big!!! lol...

Looking at all the photos, how do you feel? Proud of Singapore right!! haha... there will be an opening in october for the public. then you can go and see it for yourself!!!! waoooo... load so many photos in a go is so tiring..

photos

Somemore photos that i have taken over the holiday~~~~!!

Went to watch hairspray and the rat movie with kim~~~ ( forgot how to spell the rat movie .. lol)
The hairspray was something like a musical, i love the song, i make my want to like move with the sing. But my dancing is not good lah.. lol.. the actors are nice looking!!!! haha!!!


Then the rat movie.. funny, i laugh until i cry. It was touching too.. seeing how the rat achieve it goals to be a chef. Sometimes there are hard chooses to make, but they will defintely help us grow stronger. RMB: Always have a goals, then only will you not lost your direction in life!!


These photos are taken when we, far far, pri pri, xin and me went to celebrate my birthday!!!! we went to eat sakae sushi de lunch set, can only be found in marina square... haha...
This is the set that far far and xin ate...


This is the set that i and pri pri ordered. sushi and lodong~~~

I ordered something extra ~~~

Photo

Some random photos that i took over the holidays~~~~

Firstly, this is my birthday cake!!!!! Black forest!!!! I choose de!!! i like the dark chocolate on it~~~~~~

This unique thing is actually coffee that i have ordered from "Asian Kitchen". I was shocked and cusious when they bring this to my table. haha.. i think it is a coffee maker lol...



These are photo taken when i went to sentosa with my uncle, aunt, cousin and sister.
Sentosa have really changed a lot. Do visit it soon or you will be out-dated!!!
The new IR is under construction, there are massive land being surrounded!!!



Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Haiz

Haiz. If you ask me why i so long didnt blog le. My answer to you will be, the page cannot load properly.. So whenever i view my blog i also sian. Sian diao. Even have something to say become nothing .. no mood. haha.. i will go search for a better blog skin de. But i really like this one. Lol.

Hmmm... since i am blogging now.. i might as well blog everything in a go...
Hmm... My birthday had just passed. It falls on the 9 of sept. I AM 18 YEARS OLD LE. lol. feels old now. haha.

Hmmm... Xin, pri and far celebrate my bday with me on the thursday. shan went oversea. lol. For NYAA GOLD!!! I haven really done mine. lol. JIA YOU AND TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF!!! SHAN!!! hehe. Then the four of us went to eat in sakae sushi. lol. We eat set lunch at Marina Square. then we went shopping!! you guess me.. the birthday girl went to shop what?! I went to shop for people's bday present. lol. Cos got many ppl i know having birthday this month. enjoyed myself. shop a lot. =D

Then come Friday, went out with current classmate. haha. went to ice skate. lol. I fell down twice. pi pi pain and wet. lol. cos the ground is hard and wet. Dun really know how to skate lah... learn lor.. will go and skate again de. Maybe ask my cousin teach me. haha. then i become pro. hmm... aiya.. no time leh. see how bah!

Satursday, went to cycle with Ong and WM. wahaha... we cycle from my house to EXPO. On the way, went to playground, play the swing. Then cycle to simei, to buy bubble tea, cos very thirsty. went in to window shopping and enjoy the air-con. Continue to cycle to Pasir Ris. about three le. went in to find KFC. We tried the new combo set. Have lunch, chat, enjoy the air-con. haha. so happy. This day is WM's bday. She is one day older then me. lol. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! Then eating KFC, we cycle back to EXPO. EXPO having John little sale and Times bookshop sales. lol. At Joh little sale, we saw kim and her family. Kim hit me so hard. Sob. WM and me brought the same arh.. clothes. lol. same colour, same design but different size. lol. then went to Times bookshop sale too at hall 4. lol. Look look see see... then hungry le. We went to eat dinner. lol. eat "tang juan" lol, WM eat hokkian mee, i eat satay mee hun. lol. spell correct mah? We also brought two dessert. so happy. everything was prefect only pi pi pain. cos cycle too long le,. then i fell down twice too during uice skate. Tired, pi pi pain, haopy and contented. lol. I am a lucky girl right?? Ya i am very lucky.

On my bday, i went to eat breakfast with Ah hmm. lol. dun noe how to spell.. stay at home. then sis make mooncake. lol. then we had steamboat for dinner. lol. quite boring. lol. but this is what i want. To spend my birthday with my family. Even if it is boring, it is something important to me. =D

Tml, which is 12 sept. gg out with Ong, Hui zi, kim, WM. Gg to celebrate WM and mine birthday. lol. cos they all working mah. lol. Tml i gg swimming!!! so happy!!! gg to play water!!! hehe..

I am a very lucky girl right. I may not have many thing that others, or most of you do. But i am lucky enough to have a group of friends thinking, caring for me. And i go in return protect and care for them. This group, some name not mention in the blog, A thousand, million thanks. For letting me be a lucky girl, thanks for being by my side. Friends Forever!!!!

Saturday, September 8, 2007

Ice skate~~

Today, i went to ice skate!!!! with my poly friends~~~~ wahahaa.... so fun...
Ya, learnt a skill but not pro lah.. can walk on ice only. Still dun dare to glade (spell correct mah?) lol. Went to jurong to skate. Group entry (4 people) is cheaper than going in individually. haha. The place quite crowded because of hoilday. Saw many people fall down. haha. I fell down twice. butt pain lol. Cold and wet. bleah* I am not the only one falling down. lol. Diana, joe also did fell down. heehe.. If dun fall down how to learn right. i think ice skate is like learning how to walk. like a baby. lol. learning how to take a step forward. lol.
Do try ice skate, it is not a bad thing afterall. =D
Ask me go ice skate too~~~~~

Thursday, September 6, 2007

06-09-07

It is 1.00am now... i am blogging.. lol.. These few days i am really busy... haha... many people ask me out..lol... not bf lah... is my friends... cos now holiday mah.. so many want to meet up.. And i am into my baking lol... so tiring.. like choing for project.. everyday so busy =.='''

Now!! the best thing is i am going to be 18 years old liao.. going to be old too... later today i am going to celebrate with pri, shan, far and xin. lol.. so excited!! so long didnt see far far le.. hehe..

what should i post... hmmm... i know a lot of sept babies.. lol.. all plus me.. there are 5 sept babies in my current class ( dawnn,chenise, joycee, estee and joe).. then yong ler and wai mum also sept babies.. then cousins also have ... aiya... all going to be old.. wahahaa...

i end here le... i going to sleep.. will post photos if i rmb to take..
ps: suddenly feel like drinking coffee.. but now night time.. sob.. cannot drink now.

Friday, August 31, 2007

Happy Teacher's Day

I know teacher's day is tomorrow, but today i celebrate teacher's day mah.
Went back to school with kim leng, winston, yi tian and amelia. lol. Saw many teachers.. same as usual. (smiling)

After that, kim leng, winston and me went to have lunch. We went to yuki suki (if i am not wrong). lol.












Monday, August 27, 2007

A Thousand Sorries

Sorry for cancelling today's event. We plan another day, ok?
Sorry if i am too frank, please don't take it seriously. listen and forget if you can. lol..
A thousand sorries

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Holiday liao

Yesterday, went to make mooncake. lol, i think the mooncake is too sweet le. However, my sis say it is like this de after she ate one mooncake. She commented that the mooncake was quite well done... lol.. of cos lor.. i make de mah..

Went to joe's house to make... lol.. total of 9 ppl. lol.. i think ting and shan have potential... lol... ting learn very fast, and shan is willing to learn.. she is very hardworking lor..
estee and joe make a few only.. Gwean went off early.. but she also did make quite a lot.. Diana and chenise.. hmmm.. at first they are serious about making, then i think they got bored of it.. they start to venture and make funny looking mooncakes.. lol... (didnt take photo to show)
Overall, i think everyone enjoyed themselve bah.. haha... But lor.. when we finish making.. joe's mother mopped the floor.. arh... how to say.. feel a bit hmmm not right.. leave the dirty work for her mother.. but i scared even if i mop then she would have to mop again..lol..

Hope you all did enjoyed yourself!!!

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Tml last paper

Lol... just finish studying one of the topic... a bit drift off le. Just wanna blog..
Hmmm... where should i start?

My nose very pain... feels like it is going to fall off.. lol... been having running nose for the week... at first only during the morning.. then now it is the whole day!! haiz... i not using tissue paper cos.. need a lot.. so i am using toliet paper instead... my sis was shocked at the rate i am using the toliet roll.. one day almost one whole row.. lol... i am using the 2nd one in just two days... lol... my nose very pain..... sob sob... lol...

that all of complaining... gg back to study.. one more topic and i am going off to sleep~~~~

Are you the carrot, the egg or the coffee beans?

Are you the carrot? the egg? or the coffee beans?

By Arvind Devalia under Get the Life you Love , Connection , Food and Drink (assessed on 22 august 2007)


A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee… You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again.

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.


Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word.

In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl.

Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, “Tell me what you see.”

“Carrots, eggs, and coffee,” she replied.

Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg.

Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma The daughter then asked, “What does it mean, mother?”

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity: boiling water. Each reacted differently.

The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however.

After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.

“Which are you?” she asked her daughter. “When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

Think of this: Which one are you? Are you the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity, do you wilt and become soft and lose your strength?

Are you the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did you have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have you become hardened and stiff? Does your shell look the same, but on the inside are you bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?

Or are you like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavour.

If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you.

When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can’t go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you’re the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Work hard to be coffee beans +.+

Sunday, August 19, 2007

going mad

BLAW on tuesday... today is sunday... looks like there is still time.. but my BLAW is poor... I need super memory power!!! lol... Life still continues...

To anyone, everyone : JIA YOU!!!

lol... i really going mad liao... sometimes i really think i am not a study person... then sometimes i think i am just not hardworking enough... all the thinking that i have are all so negative... lol... i want to learn.. but i dun like being in a school system... it is like being trapped into a cage.. forced to learn and move... no air to breath.. extremely tired..

It is a relieve to be a girl. lol.

Friday, August 17, 2007

Hope that nothing has been realised

Nothing is sometimes good. Nothing done is sometimes help given, a better way. Realised somethings may not always be good. Don't know is better. Life is so confusing. I am confused. I am not sure what i want, what to do next.

Maybe, i should change my preception, thus change in my behaviour. Sometimes, somethings is not good to have, to hold on. Letting it go, is prehaps a relief, a better choice. I do hope it is not too late. I hope nothing had happened, or changed much. I am going to make a choice. I think it is a good choice.

I do not want to hurt anyone. I am not a perfect girl. I have my weakness and my way of doing things. Like everyone, i am also afraid to be hurt. I want to protect myself. Hope that things is still under control. Hope that nothing has been realised.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

16 August

Haizz... for the whole day, i am at home... dun feel like gg out.... mug a little... then went playing games... lol... life is boring and tough esp during exam week.
Still have two more paper, and i am free~~~

lol the injection area is now bigger, lol, looks like mosquito bite... but not itchy.. today nothing interesting. i end here bah =D

15 August

Today,hmmm, just past mid-night, so it is ytd... after IHRO test, 7 of us went to TB centre. lol. A blue building, quite old, and it is quiet. Haha... nice place lah.. just that looking on the outside, it dun look like a centre at all. The nurse take our particulars and then is the INJECTION!!! lol... not that scary lah.. injection only, will not kill. lol.

Looking at the injected area now, there is only a red dot there. lol.

today nothing special lah... oh ya... i brought a very "shuai" watch!!! haha

Monday, August 13, 2007

something else

While studing, my mind keeps drifting off. Reflecting what i have done in the past, thinking of what i should do in the future, thinking of a lot of things. Haiz... all not related to study. lol.

I really do think people's behaviour is strongly related to their family background.
People like me,... hard to understand if you know nothing about my background.

Here is a point to note; if you regard a person as your best friend, PLEASE make an effort to understand or find our their family background. Cos i really reflects how they act and behave. Therefore, minimise any misunderstanding and maintain a longer and stronger relationship.

lol... i try to go back to study liao

Saturday, August 11, 2007

11 August

Today, i forgot i meeting xin and shan. when they call me then i rush to meet them. lol. we planned to watch Harry Potter at 1.30pm de, but when we reached the cinema, the ticketing personnel told us that there is no show on 1.30pm, only 11.00am, which means we have missed the show! lol
so sad... i cant watch Harry Potter~~~~ sob sob..
Tml going to celebrate xin's bday!!! lol.
That all for today~~ have to get back and study le... lol... no mood...

Friday, August 10, 2007

Lover? or Friends?

Today, in msn, someone ask me whether i would chose between friends or lover?
Guess what i reply?? haha
I will choose friends over lover. why? firstly, i have never been in a relationaship before, which is mainly because i think i am still too young for love. lol.
And to me, friends are people who i care and people who cares for me.

To me, friends are more important. However, i cannot guarantee that i will have the same answer in years to come. This is because, as people grow their purpose, mindsets changes.

Like what it is said, friends are there forever, but lover may not be.
i do agree to a certain point. But, it will still depend on how it is being viewed. Ya, friends will not hurt you as much as a lover can. Friends dun really make you jealous, lover do. Friends seem to be always there for us.

On the other point, allthough, Lover makes you cry thu the night, make you happy all day long. Lovers affect you greatly, much more than friends. However, a lover is someone that will be with you throughout your life. Friends also do, but they cant be there for you all day and night, for years, just face it, it is different.

So does it mean that lover are more important than friends? Since he or she will be with you for the rest of your life? And that friends are also important, cos they are the people who you go to if you need help, or comfort?

The rest is for you to ponder. haha. (to the person = hopes this helps)

Thursday, August 9, 2007

National Day

Today is National Day!!!
Have you watch the NDP show??? Is it nice?? Lol
Every year they have something unqiue. This day is the location!! The stage is build above water!! A bit like the "soong of the sea" in sentosa. LOL.
Quite interesting too. haha. Something i like about Sinagapore is it's NDP. lol
If i happen to be oversea in the future on this day, i will definitly find a mean like watching NDP live from the net. lol. Once a Singaporean, Always a Singaporean at heart.

Now the sad part is... I haven start my revision!!!! have to start tml.. lol...

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Just my thinking

Today, went to school for GEMs test. Can pass lah. haha..

I want to share something to those who happen to read this post. lol.
This is just my thinking. you may not agree to it.

There are many things in life that we, as a human have to handle. For example, family, career, love, money, health etc. Ya, i would say that being a human in this generation is a tough one. So many things, unforseeable things. I think that's why people pray to god to seek comfort. knowing that someone is there looking out for you. like what hai ping's nick wrote "god can plan, but can never decide for you". ya, our destiny has really been planned, but the decision still lays with us, whether we want to make it happen or not...

So, my point here is that we should make sure that we decide carefully or at least follow what our heart tells us. In every individual, for every single things, we have made a decision, sometimes we just dun want to face it, or even unaware of it..

Love is something very objective, you cant force people to fall in love with you. And you cant force people to not fall in love with you. It is just something that is uncontrollable. We have to make sure that we know what we want. dun force into something like LOVE.

Fall in love with someone you love. And dont fall in love with love. Cos that will cause a lot of problems and saddness to the both parties and also people around them.
Being a single, wait for the right time, the right person. Isnt that the best way than to force yourself into a relationship? when you dun even know whether you like the person or not.

What i want to say is that be true to yourself. Dun force just because of peer influence. The right time will come. AND also what's yours is yours. What's not yours, you force to have it will still ended up to be nothing, worthless.

Monday, August 6, 2007

all project done!!

Today, after handing in biz law and ihro report, i have finish all my projects.
Now i am left with exams!!! have to JIA YOU liao!!!

hmmm... many things happened lately, good and bad. i think it is only part and parcel of life. therefore, everyone be strong and work hard to face them!!

Oh ya.. yesterday, i went to see my gong. My ah gong finally went home le. He is thinner now, and he is not longer able to walk, cos of laying too long in the hospital. Looking at him, makes me both happy and sad. Happy that he is still alive, sad because he looks helpless to me. Everything that is normal looks so tough to him. Example, shifting himself on the chair. He need to put in all his strength just to move himself. mixed feeling. Sometimes i do hope that i dun notice so much.

In school, joyce is suffering from tb. Her condition is under control. She is getting well le. Haha. Dun worry to much le joyce!!! Just dun forgot to eat your medication!!! lol

~*+ LIFE IS ALL ABOUT IMPROVEMENT+*~

Here are some photo taken on last friday, during lunch, when my group went to buy white shirt and black shirt in vivocity!!!


Saturday, August 4, 2007

Sha villa!!






FINALLY!!!! Today is 4 of August!!! Left with one more report and i am done. Then have to start preparing for exams! finally can relax a bit. After so many days of hardwork and buring of mid-night oil, my group and i finally can relax. In the mid of all the reports and presentations, i did learn a lot and had experienced to new things. I felt i am growing internally. haha.

This are some photo taken in today's sha villa practical. this is my second time being a waitness. haha. Serving the director of SB!!! Really scary, but overall, still can handle. From Mr Ronald's comment, he says that my class is the best for the time being cos 05 havent have their practical yet. haha.

Every group had produced very good centre pieces. My group is on snow. estee's on nature and flowers, nigel's on the stage of the opera, and lastly diana's on musical. All have their uniques i would say.

For my group, shu ting is the captain, joe the runner, yu shan the bar tenter, shaidah and i are the waitness. Haha. Good job done!!!

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Wednesday

I forgot which Wednesday is it.
Yen Loo and I accompanied Ting to buy movie ticket in Marina Square.Ting is going to watch HARRY POTTER11. Haha. Then we stop by TCC in City Link to have something to eat. These are the pictures taken! Please Enjoy!!

THis is how our table looks like with all the food. Are U hungry?


This is the Tiramisu which we ordered!


A close up picture of the Tiramisu!












This is the Oreo drink which Yen Loo ordered but ending up in Ting's stomach.lol.


This is what Ting ordered which ended up in Yen Loo's Stomach.


Finally, this is what i have ordered! Macademia Coffee!! The two tiny cookies tastes great too!!