Last two days, lost my wallet. Now, i mean today, my thumbdrve spolit. now my emotion not stable. There is nothing important in my thumbdrive. Just that when my thumbdrive is spolit, i am not told. Unfortunately, i saw the whole incident. Then i am feeling very bad. Ya.. Damn bad. Actually, i expect a " sorry" immediately de. But iwaited, waited and waited. no sorries lah. i kept quiet cos i know my anger is building and will scold, or shout out to vein my anger. keeping quiet is the best way le. After a long time, i ask for my thumbdrive. not around.

Then i ask for it again. Anothe people help to say sorry. then, my feeling like like crap. bad and a bit wanted to cry. i am controlling my tears le. lol.. (i know you will ask, si leng is crying? ya.. i admin.. mytears did drop awhile later.) i can;t control my emotion bah... very very sad deep down. especially when no one show concern to me,... at least this is how i feel. I know the person didnt meant to make the thumbdrive spolit. i understand that the person wanted to tell me the incident, i am not brameing the person. I am just very very sad deep down. just dun feel like talking.

lol. silly me.. got to go le... iam okay le.