Saturday, March 28, 2009

Food for thought



Stop searching for a while and you'd might realise what you thought you need, you already have.

Tiresome day

Yesterday was i very interesting day for me.
In the morning, I met Kim leng to see eye specialist. She hurted her left eye, thus we went to have it checked. After which, we went to eat buffet! Hehe~~ Something like souel garden, but it is situated in Simei. I forgot what is the name le, but it is a family-run biz. I ate a lot of mushrooms =D

Then, I went to kim's house. Was warned that her dog "chocolate" is very arh.. High?
It pounce on anyone. I was thinking, "Okay mah, i experience dogs that ponce on me before" OMG!! Her chocolate is cute! BUT she pounce on me with her claw! Pain Pain!
I should have wore long pants.
SO a note to remember, always wear long pants to kim's house.

When i reached home, I have to accompany my sis to listen to an insurance agent. The agent really can talk! He been talking for about 4 hours!! OMG! We end at 12 midnight! I bet he stopped because it is getting too late. What an exciting day.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Food for thought

"Giving in doesn't mean u have given up."

"Pleasure in the job puts perfection in the work" -- Aristotle.
If you enjoy what you do, you'll never work another day in your life..

A tree cannot grow properly if it is always in the shadow of another tree. Be independent.

Hope is the greatest strength and weakness of the human race.

Forum

I cant imagine that i am actually hooked by forum!!
Dots. I been reading topics and topics, not feeling bored.
It kind of open me up to more opinions, the way people thinks.

18 vs 29

I was watching a korean drama "18 vs 29" these few days.
Isn' him charming?!!!!!!!


Name: Si-won Choi (최시원)
DOB: February 10, 1987
POB: South Korea
Height: 183cm

*I like the way he act as a teenage =D

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Childish!



Let's be childish! Try to do things, we never knew we could!!!

Something to ponder

Here is something to ponder.
On Sunday, I went out with ying and ah mun. On the street, at the traffic light, three of us was walking side by side. A begger-looking guy, holding a two dollar note approached me. I happened to be standing in the middle. If you are the one being appoached, what will you do? He mumbled "change to coin" in mandarin. What do you think your reaction will be?

What i did? I immediately, almost without thinking, i shook my head. A few steps later, i am so stunned at my action! Why didnt i just change for him? I wanted to turn back but i remember i do not have enough change for $2.

Yup! You act before you think. Perhaps, if a well dress person approach me, i would have react otherwise. What do you think your reaction will be?

Yesterday, went to eat sushi buffet with joe and joyce. Yup! Piggy gathering again. LOL. As usual, after eating we went to play "akate" Joyce and Joe broke their high score! what is the score.. Arh.. 460+ Opps =X i forgot. Nevertheless, they broke their high score lah.

What did i do today? Hmm.. I am watching a korean drama! 18 vs 29
It is so good to be childish sometimes, but not all the time! It gives others a lot of headache! Childish = life! haha
Next time, dun say a person, childish! He/She leads a more interesting life then you do. Be childish sometimes~~

Saturday, March 21, 2009

真正的好朋友



真正的好朋友
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起 就算不说话
也不会感到尴尬

Friday, March 20, 2009

March 2009

I am busier when I am FREE then i am working? Why? Cause..
Let my see.. On last sunday, I met up with Xin, Far and Pri to celebrate bday.
Then went to IT fair with Far and ying. OMG!! IT is super packed! Worst than National Day!! Imagine all the exhibition hall are used for IT exhibition?!

Monday, I rmb staying at home to rest my poor feet. Tuesday, went out with Ah Mun.
Went to School of Makeup to view their courses. OMG!! The Course i am interested will cost me $3100+!! I no $~~ Wednesday, went out with Joyce to watch "Marley and me" I did't tear, just my eyes went blurred with tears when they injected something to ease "kill" the dog from pain. Sob~~~ Thursday, I went out walking. Today, met Xin for go see Career fair. Nothing much to see. Then went to Food Fair! Eat A LOT~~~!! After which, went to find yu shan and shu ting at food fair. Estee joined us awhile later.
Went to Orchard, then to Dobhy. Eat again! with Hui jue joining after his work. LOL. What a day!!

(Cut-short a lot.. Just a brief description~~ Overall I am tired but happy.. Friends are important to me)

More Quizzes

I did more Quizzes today. All from Facebook. Try them too~

What's Your Sixth sense ?
clairsentient**(I like this the most)
Feeling is your sixth sense. Called clairsentient (clear feeling), your inner voice is one that touches on your empathetic nature. What does this mean? Well, you're probably the most emotional of your friends and you are very in touch with the feelings of others.
As a clairsentient, you often know something is wrong because you experience an uncomfortable feeling in your stomach (or the opposite for good things). It might be that your friend has had a bad day--but hasn't told anyone--and somehow you just know what's going on. Often this type of intuitive knowledge cannot be explained.

We bet you've got a bunch of friends, and who wouldn't want a friend that just knows without being told...especially on those bad days.
(I don't think my sixth sense this powerful.)

What type of shoe defines you?
You are defined by Chanels.
You are chic and elegant, and you do everything with great style and grace. You are the little black dress that will forever remain in style, you are a true classic!

What flower represents you?
Rose (But I don't really like rose =X)
You are are more of a loner. You can do very well on your own for quite some time. You are very cautious about who you choose to let into your life. The friends you have made, however, are very true and dear to your heart.

Are You an Angel or a Devil?
Pure angel (Can I be a devil instead?)
You are the purest of all the humans, you have never told a lie and you have always done your homework. You have done your household chores, and when your parents say no to a handphone, you obey them. When you are not allowed to play the computer, you don't play. When... never mind, you already get it. You are also known as "goody-two-shoes" by the greater devils. Many people enjoy having you around.

Your ideal job
Teacher
you were an ace in school & have the brains to study anything.
you enjoy having control over people and wouldnt mind teaching a class of 30 odd monkeys, as you believe you can control anyone!
(I can handle monkeys, but i don't think my brain is good enough to be a teacher. LOL. Maybe teach primary one?)

Monday, March 16, 2009

Quiz results

Which type of woman are you?
Lovely Lady
You are lovely and caring. You help others and spread out a lot of sympathy. Your life aim maybe is to serve the people. But your weakness is that you forget about yourself, your own needs. All your time is hold back for your friends and family. You are always there for people in trouble. Ready for any emergency. You make a lot of sacrifices just to be a good human. But every woman has her needs, her longings and a destiny. Don't loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls. You will have your own problems in your life. Another problem is that you don't say your opinion when it's right and important to say it. People trample onto your soul if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful. They will play on you. Though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life, you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others . Not everyone is created this way... You are uniqe and rare!
(OMG!! How do you know that I frequently forgot my own needs?! And I almost always don't say out my opinion!!)(I learnt my lesson in the hard way already. Thanks! i think i will continue to stay caring, it's in my blood, but i will try to be a bit more selfish to treat myself better.)

What are you born to be?
now we are not talkin bout becomin a super hero... but you were born to help others and put others infornt of your needs. you are caring and that is your biggest strength you will do really well in those field where you have to help others like social worker or doctor...options are many

What do people think of you at first sight?
You scare ppl!but you are not mean, you are a good friend once people come to know you..just be a bit more open!
(lol.. Do i really look scary?)

What does your birthday say about you?
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

The Personality Test
You don't expect anything in return for your services, you just like to know that you made a difference.

Which Disney Princess are you?
Disney Princess Pocahontas.
Pocahontas, the beautiful daughter of Chief Powahatan, is a playful free spirited young woman who knows every tree waterfall and wild creature in her forest home. With a name that means little mischief. Pocahontas loves adventure and excitement. Her curiosity and independance make her a strong girl whose passionate spirit touches and changes all those who know her.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Airport and IT Fair

This is the second pair of shoe that had decided to spoilt when i am wearing it. Causing me to have a lot of difficulty in walking!

The first pair happened on Thursday, it was lunchtime. Georgina, a NYP intern, accidentally stepped on my heels and it gives off. Dots! No choice, waited after work and took a cab home.

As for today, the second pair, I was on my way walking to the bus stop, the strip decided it's time to give way. What to do?! Have to U-turn go interchange to buy shoe! Causing me to be late! Oh ya! Forgot to mention that I meeting Gui Xin, Priscilla and Faridah in airport to have lunch. We went to eat Kimchi!! lol! Interesting place!

After which, went to IT fair with Faridah to meet Hui Ying! OMG!! The crowd is worst that Chinatown during CNY!! Super Super Packed like sardine!! Imagine all the halls even the walkway is filled with IT booth! Have not experience such crowd for so long. Next time i make sure i don't go on the last day of the IT fair le.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Sad News

Received a shocking new from Ah mun, not long ago. XW's mom died of cancer.
Reminds me of San Gu Gu, who also died of cancer. Ya i know it is part and parcel of life, that can't be avoided. But to know that someone left us, leaves us being sad.

XW! Be strong! Your mom will hope even without her guidance, you continue to live your life to the fullest.

They stay in our hearts, watching us from the other world.

Friday, March 13, 2009

My last day in Expo

Today is my last day in EXPO! Finally I am free from having to stare at the computer, doing marketing research with the manager sitting right behind me!!

Yeah~~ Joyce want to accompany me to watch "Marley and Me!!" I can't wait!!
Yeah~~ Kim Leng willing to teach me basic Korean!!!
Yeah~~ I can concentrate on my blog!!
Yeah~~ yeah~~ Yeah~~ Holiday for me~~

Suddenly, I have the urge to read self-help book. I think i kena influence by the note that Wai Mun post on her facebook! lol! I really want to do too much things. Need to sit down and plan to complete them all. Hmm.. But tonight i just slack bah.. keke

Thursday, March 12, 2009

In the office

It is 8.51am, and i am in the expo office already. Went to ask YY if i can work until this week end. So tiring! I really need a job that can walk around!

Haiz. If i stop working means i have to find another job, which most probably will eat away my weekends. Sob! Any office offering job like sorting things, carry thing? lol.

I am so unsure what i want to do in the future. What type of job to work as.
What a dilemma!!

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

I need $$

While I am typing this. At the other side of the cubicle, the staff are actually drawing lots on which event they will be in-charge of!! Dots!! Draw Lots!!!

HR just told me that they want me to work for about a month! I DON'T want!!
I want to go home sleep. Haiz. But i also want the money.
Need $$ to go University.
Need $$ to learn Korean.
Need $$ to go oversea.

Suddenly felt so short of cash. Jia You bah!!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Wai Mun's facebook

Saw this in Facebook tag by Wai Mun. I added my own opinion.
1.人生就像半山一样,总有不同的阶段。有时上,有时落,有时平坦,有时要转弯,总不能直行!

2.'世界上没有永久的爱情 就只有永远的伤口'
Yup! I definitely agrees with this. Nothing is forever.

3.心中明白却未必能做到,生命的难处正在与此

4.即使心里愤愤不平,也不能改变生命的种种不公平

5.无法改变的事实,只能安然接受,不必耿耿于怀,更无须怒天尤人。既来之,则安之,好像悲观被动,却原来是最积极的人生态度。

6. 现实的残酷就是要你知道如何坚强懂的在现实生存
It is so hard to endure. Especially when it is never-ending.

7. 所谓的忘记,是并不存在的。
当全世界以为你把最应该记住的忘记了,原来真相却是你把自以为忘记的,都记住了。

8. 早已想的通透,假作真时真亦假,我的事毋须向任何人交代

9. 克服恐惧最好的方法就面对它

10.所有的人做事都有目的的,唯一的区别是得到的手段
yup! I saw it, been through, and hate it!

11. 很多时候,打败自己的不是外部环境或凶恶的敌人,而往往是我们自己本身

12. 学会欣赏你周围所有的人,你周围的世界就会变得更美丽

13. 其实,每个人都是成功的金邻,不管命运把你安排在多偏远的角落,只要你不放弃努力,成功就会敲你的门扉
**this is definitely good to remember**

14. 每个人都有每个人的价值,每个人都有每个人的尊严,而尊严是不分高低贵贱的。你要做的首先是尊重别人,这样才能获得别人的尊重

15.求人不如求己,成功者一定是懂得自救的人。凡事想着依赖别人,也就丧失了自我发展的机会。记住自己是最可靠的。
Yes! 自己是最可靠的! trust yourself most!!

16. 俗话说: 坚持到底就是胜利。但是,当我们坚持迟迟等不到结果的时候,又有谁想过放弃? 其实,思想一下,适时地放弃不也是人生的一种大智慧吗? 需要注意的是,千万不要过早地放弃。

17. 人心才是埋伏在黑夜中最可怕的对手

18.当你跌落谷底时,别灰心,至少接下来跨出的每一步都时向上的。

19.最差劲的不是输了的人,而是一开始就不想赢的人。

20. 世事往往不像肉眼所见的那么单纯,唯有冷静面对,才能看透背后的真相!

21.自己选择的,便要自己去面对,不要回头,只许向前。

22.改变与否是观点与角度的问题

23. 自由原本就不是给有工作的人。找工作就如找个金刚圈戴在自己的头上。

24. 人生有许多事总不能选择,外貌、智慧、命运,可以的只好接受,无谓自怨自艾。

25.这是经历,而经历催促人成长

我的想法

报仇的想法只会让人更痛苦,为何呢?试着去放开,开心的过日子.

Monday, March 9, 2009

Singapore Flyer

Yesterday was an exciting day for me. Met up with Hui Ying and Wai Mun to Sit the Singapore Flyer! Wanted to sit since last year BUT!! because of the flyer incident that it stoped operating. Finally got to sit.

At first when the cabin starts moving up, i am so scared. I scared i will fall. LOL.
我明明不怕高的!
The view was fantastic. Especially facing the golf cum sea part. Took a few photos.
When the cabin slowly come down, I felt better =X

After which, three of us went to the education and career fair held in Suntec Convention. I met Cuiling immediately when i step in the hall. 好巧哦!!
Another interesting thing was, Shelia is working temp to give flyers. She dress like a maid! I was so shocked with i saw her with the chef. OMG!! Maid costume!
Totally shunned O.O

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Am I stupid? Or what?

Here's the story goes.

I took bus 24 to work at Expo. I alighted at the bustop. Intended to J-walk the road.
Was called by a uncle sitting on one of the seat on the bus-stop. He ask me to help him see if there is any bus to NTU a hospital. I am thinking got Hospital called NTU meh, that's not a uni meh?! Never mind maybe this chinese uncle remember wrongly, no point urge with him. So i help him see the board. Saw only one bus going to General hospital. He told me that he met another person earlier that ask him to take bus 9 from the bus-stop that is quite far, on the other side. He show me his left leg, broken so he have to walk in stick. I pity him, so i ask him, can u walk there?
The uncle say he needs someone to help him walk to the bus-stop or he have to take a taxi. I am almost late for work so i ask him how much do he need? I dunnoe how it ended up i giving him $22 for the taxi. He says he will return it to me and claims that he has no intention to cheat me. And the funny part is he keeps trying to push me into taking his newspaper, saying i can read the paper.

After quite some time, i realised that i am stupid. The money lost is not the main issue. The important part is there are people out there cheating money out of people who are kind, or perhaps, a better word would be naive. Ya. This is how kind person always dies earlier then bad people. They trust the wrong person.

I am not strong

Why does things keeps on happening around me?
Very small thing brings back painful memories.
I am afraid i will loss the trust i had with people.

Sudden Urge to blog

Many things happened lately. And I am overloaded with thoughts.
Started to think too much and too in-depth. Not a right thing to do, I guess.
If i can describe my feelings now, it would be as if i am trapped in a bottle with a water level up to my chest. So hard to breath and cant do anything to get out.

Right now, I am working part time in expo doing market research. Most will say "so good!""you are so lucky" etc.. But I felt that admin is not my line. I am having a hard time trying to make myself sit in front of the computer for 9.5 hours. Damn boring! The best part is i cant make myself to slack! I feel guilty to slack! I wish i can go into hotmail, chat in msn while i research. Stupid right?! Ya, i know, the manager is sitting beside me and it is just me, i cant stop feeling guilty. Stupid!! But ya right! I am stupid.

Today, I went back to School for post itp briefing. Met with all the course mate. I cant recognised most of them. Suddenly felt that things changes too quickly. Eg. Li Fang is pettier now, dyed her hair, looks ang mo with her white skin and she looks skinny. Etc etc.. We have lunch buffet which is like not really good. The plate they provide is "so big" that it cant contain much food *dots*. This is more like a talking session and a rare occasion where the course will make effort to meet.

After which, Ji Pos group went to "PLU cafe" in Ang Mo Kio, take bus 136 to reach.
Celebrated Yu Shan bday there. It is almost like a mind cafe, just that it is cheaper, harder to get to and not so popular? *dots* Overall rating = interesting and comfortable. Played some games, although most of the time i am playing DS.

Too sleepy to think le, will continue tomorrow when i wake up for the day.