Many things happened lately. And I am overloaded with thoughts.
Started to think too much and too in-depth. Not a right thing to do, I guess.
If i can describe my feelings now, it would be as if i am trapped in a bottle with a water level up to my chest. So hard to breath and cant do anything to get out.
Right now, I am working part time in expo doing market research. Most will say "so good!""you are so lucky" etc.. But I felt that admin is not my line. I am having a hard time trying to make myself sit in front of the computer for 9.5 hours. Damn boring! The best part is i cant make myself to slack! I feel guilty to slack! I wish i can go into hotmail, chat in msn while i research. Stupid right?! Ya, i know, the manager is sitting beside me and it is just me, i cant stop feeling guilty. Stupid!! But ya right! I am stupid.
Today, I went back to School for post itp briefing. Met with all the course mate. I cant recognised most of them. Suddenly felt that things changes too quickly. Eg. Li Fang is pettier now, dyed her hair, looks ang mo with her white skin and she looks skinny. Etc etc.. We have lunch buffet which is like not really good. The plate they provide is "so big" that it cant contain much food *dots*. This is more like a talking session and a rare occasion where the course will make effort to meet.
After which, Ji Pos group went to "PLU cafe" in Ang Mo Kio, take bus 136 to reach.
Celebrated Yu Shan bday there. It is almost like a mind cafe, just that it is cheaper, harder to get to and not so popular? *dots* Overall rating = interesting and comfortable. Played some games, although most of the time i am playing DS.
Too sleepy to think le, will continue tomorrow when i wake up for the day.
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