Feeling

Have you ever experience such a feeling?
Like there is a hole in your heart area. Feels empty.
As if you have no heart at all. It makes your breathing difficult.

It does hurt a lot last time, but not at all now. As if it is died.
No longer there. I want to think as though it becomes numb but not gone.
Tried countless to make it start plumbing again but it brings out loneliness in me.
Brings out too many sadness, so strong until i feel like crying but no tears ever flows.

Somehow i know that if it does not recover, the emptiness will multiples. Till it comes to a time that i can't feel any emotional pain, until i can't feel any other emotions. Till i don't react to anything.